Something wrong now??

Something is happened now which i dunno? Enduring, close my eyes, hands cover my ears, squatting at the corner... The more strong, more afraid to face... Try not to guess everything, but result still coming out in the brain... try not to trust the result that i guess, but everything come true... Experience brings grown, grown brings pain...
I laugh all the way, kidding, joking, playing... Try to make everyone happy, try to make other's life good... But am i happy? I dont ever know this answer... Since i was young, i decide to be a laughing buddha... Althougn it funny but it's work for me... Laugh, smile, all i need are your laughing... But if someday, someone can did it to me, he/she wont be ordinary at all...
Izit if i dint make joke in class, i wont be too saddy when i was keep my mouth shut? Professor say yes, but i dont agree with that~ If i can forget how to be saddy, all problem were solve...  That all what i think...
If i can have a hope, i hope to be Sinchan(蜡笔小新) ^^ A simplicity guy, wont think too much all the way... Like my house mate who name Kangeroo~~ wakaka~~
The world need sound!! Come on!!! Let play music!!!
Remember, others are pretend serious, i had to pretend not serious!! that's my principle~